Human Together.

I can’t focus on Psychology.
I am listening to music, sitting in the UC, and I still feel like there is silence.
Does that mean something to anyone else besides me?
I don’t really understand what is going on in my mind.
I think I am being attacked by Satan.
I have started feeling afraid again.  I have started feeling empty again.
And it is so wrong because I am not afraid.  I have nothing to be afraid of!
It’s so wrong because I am so full.  My heart is filled with love toward so many things.  God is pouring into me every day.  I am anything but empty.  I am overflowing.
So why is this happening?
It’s an attack.
Satan is trying to scare me.  He knows I have power in Jesus name and I am not afraid to use it.
Satan is trying to get to me.
But I know it, I realize it.
That is the best thing because now I can fight it.
You can’t fight against something if you don’t realize that there is even a need to fight.
Right?
I wish I could help people realize what is coming against them.  But I can’t…all I can do is try.  I will never stop trying but the people around me have to realize for themselves that they need to start fighting.
But it kills me because I know that some of them won’t realize this in time.  They will be on their deathbed first.
Satan is out to kill.
Satan is out to destroy.
And he will never stop trying to get to us until he succeeds or until we are with our Father.
But just as Satan will never stop trying to destroy, I will never stop trying to save.
I can do that, keep trying, forever, because I have clothed myself with the strength of the Lord, because I have clothed myself with His light, and because He is fighting with me.
You are a diamond in the rough.  But God will make you shine!  You just have to let Him.
You have to pick up the sword and start fighting, even if you don’t know what you are doing.
You have to TRY!
If you don’t, you will fall, you will be deceived, and you will be killed.
Its a terrible truth and a disappointing fact.
But the  heartbreaking reality is that some people will never try.  They will never fight.  They will never realize that they need to.
But that will not stop us from trying to show them.  That will not stop us from trying to save them.  That will not stop us from trying to fight for them.
We will NEVER give up.
I Promise.
So don’t expect us to.
❤
“My humanity is bound up in yours, for we can only be human together.”